An analysis of the young genius based on a few pages from the diary
The young genius, before going insane, believed himself to be a God: he believed his exegetical ability to exceed that of anyone ever: he believed he could surmise or anticipate what people were thinking about or saying everywhere in the world.
His sentences are broken leaving the reader puzzled about what would logically be the next sentence or the sentence that fits between two that is missing in the steps of an argument: I believe that he believed that whoever the reader may be, he would have or obtain from the writing the ability to do what he believed he could do, know what comes next or what must have come before.
I think he would always listen and act submissive in person while on the phone or in email he would come out of his shell and speak, confusing and causing his "friends" to lose interest, for they believed they were dominating the relationship but realized on the phone or in email that they were not as intelligent or unable to speak or write like the young genius, but when in person once again he would act submissive and confuse them even more: some people, very few I presume, came to know "the way he is" and love being with him, although never telling him what it was that prevented him from making new friends: he truly believed that every relationship should be an interplay of love and hate, of domination and subordination, for although he had the ability to dominate every relationship always with his genius, he refused and decided to subordinate himself except when it suited him to take over and get his way. Most people would never know his genius as he walks by, briskly, listens to what you have to say, asking the occasional question, appearing normal or even slightly stupid, unless if you were to ask him a question or bring up a topic he is versed in, then you would hear the most eloquent witty attention grabbing lecture that would leave you in awe, stunned, overwhelmed. I believe he really was all this and more: if you could just read his diary! Its a pity he went insane.
His sentences are broken leaving the reader puzzled about what would logically be the next sentence or the sentence that fits between two that is missing in the steps of an argument: I believe that he believed that whoever the reader may be, he would have or obtain from the writing the ability to do what he believed he could do, know what comes next or what must have come before.
I think he would always listen and act submissive in person while on the phone or in email he would come out of his shell and speak, confusing and causing his "friends" to lose interest, for they believed they were dominating the relationship but realized on the phone or in email that they were not as intelligent or unable to speak or write like the young genius, but when in person once again he would act submissive and confuse them even more: some people, very few I presume, came to know "the way he is" and love being with him, although never telling him what it was that prevented him from making new friends: he truly believed that every relationship should be an interplay of love and hate, of domination and subordination, for although he had the ability to dominate every relationship always with his genius, he refused and decided to subordinate himself except when it suited him to take over and get his way. Most people would never know his genius as he walks by, briskly, listens to what you have to say, asking the occasional question, appearing normal or even slightly stupid, unless if you were to ask him a question or bring up a topic he is versed in, then you would hear the most eloquent witty attention grabbing lecture that would leave you in awe, stunned, overwhelmed. I believe he really was all this and more: if you could just read his diary! Its a pity he went insane.
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